BUSTED!

Dear blogger


       yow! haha.na busted ko bay! tsk! wa pa ko ga ask ug ligaw... busted dayun.. dile siya ganahan na mag asa ko niya.. friends lang jud mi.. pero ok lang .. at least experience pa! haha but.an kaayo siya ui! nahimo pa mi ug close friends.. hehe unlike sa ako EX.; karibal dayun.. maut kaayo ug batasan.. tsk..


moving on to the next! wahahahah joke!

studies naku ui :))

mao ra :))

Dear Blogger


       yow! hehe.. i'm starting to fall in-love again.. yeah. this was unexpected . Vaneesa dela cruz came into my life. it was just a accident when she came to it. hehe.. she is so simple, nice, pretty, cute and a kind girl yeah. she was very kind. she help others specially her friends. 

i will show you what she looks like.

those photos were capture during our break time and having good time in paseo. haha.

by the way she still not my girlfriend. i was plan to confess my love but there was a problem that keep me on proceeding this and that was our integral calculus. we still dont know who will be our professor. if it is not terror i will proceed my confess of love but if ... my oh my.. ayaw era. wew. :33

that all folks. just sharing :D

Machines

Dear Blogger




       wew.. I just finished my maintenance on my motocycle. i clean the carburator and the sparkplug. I want to cut the waste chain but i dont have any tools to do that..I will buy tools tomorrow. .hehe.. 
i really love machines thats why I will take mechanical engineering next year as my major. wew. they said it is tough in there but i dont care. i will face all the challenges just to have my dream come true. wew.
so help me God

thats all

#bracelet <3

confess

Dear Blogger



         yow! yesterday i just confess my love to a special girl.. yeah.. haha.. di ko makayanan eh.. loko2x to mga classmates ko.. nag open ng topic about sa akin.. sa lahat ng buhay ko lovelife pa talaga.. ayun tuloy nagulat sila.. then nandun pa tlaga yun ni confess ko na love.. hahahaha.. di ko sabihin dito ang name niya basta., she just simple, kind, and nice, also pretty.. hehe..

thats all folks!

thanks!

#J.J <3

strange girl

Dear Blogger

       yow! its been a while, hehe. ahmmm, i just want to share about my "crush". HAHA! yeah! i fell inlove again. wtf. XDD okay, lets begin my story . last august 3rd week of sunday, i approah a friend of mine to discuss about our friend, then there was a girl on the side of the kiosk  starring at me holding a guitar, when i look at her she smile, then i ask if the guitar she was holding belongs to my friend and she response yes, i ask if i can borrow for a while because i haven't play a guitar for a year, so she gave me and i'll try playing my old songs, when i forget the chords of a song, she approach and grab the guitar and play nicely, wow! yes! i was so shocked, she was very good on playing a guitar and guess what, she has also a nice voice! I was so shocked and listen to her, while she singing shes looking at my eyes emotionally and i was "WTF"...i think shes trying to send something.. hahaha i just smile and make my comments. haha.. loooool man....
because of that i fell inlove with her promise! she was so simple yet so beautiful and talking about the outfit, it just fine it is just simple. she was also cute, jolly,and nice! thats why i fell in love to her...wew... i think she didn't know yet that i have a crush on her but i'm showing it! hahahahahah... she also trying to showing it! wtf! hahahahaha i get her number and the rest of her friends to have a communication regarding the events of the engineering.. hehe..

by the way her name was .... jezza mae quiachon i guess... hmm i forgot .. hahaha usually i call  her yasha .. because according to her in their class there were lots of jessa but not all have the same spelling  but pronounciation is the same so she made a unique name for her. haha..

how i wish she will be my accompany for next year acoustic competition in engineering days..wew.. how i wish! <3_<3

my oh my.. i promise to myself that i won't have any girlfriend this year, i want to focused on my studies and become a great mechanical engineer..wew...

GOD help me control this ..hehehe

nEW LIfe

Dear Blogger


       yow! its been 4 months since my last post. hahaha. anyways, i love my new life now why? 1st i'm already single! yehey! yes! i'm happy because i'm free from hell, why did i call this hell? its because of her attitude to somehow i can't handle it, and that time i can't fight for it, but thanks for my new friends that i encountered last 2nd sem of 1st year in general engineering. wew. yeah, because of them i'm awake from the burden and hatred of her. grabe. wew and i hate it when her friends are making stories about me and some random girls around. lol, i just received information from my friend in nursing that i have a new girl. wtf, where is this girl they talking about. tsk. i really hate story makers.  .
     
       Joan bullanday became my BFF (best friends forever), yeah! she a girl. we declare to be as BFF when we realized that we always been closed to each other, i promise to her that only bff now more than on that. back to my highschool days, she became my first friend in corporate section, yeah, i dont know how, but we became closed to each other, i admit that we became mutual understanding but it didn't last because in my  mind we just only friends. i'm happy to say that she already found her true love and that is ronilo maaghop just our classmate. if she read this, i want to say. " HEY BEZ! I' so proud of you! and dont forget that i'm always in your side forever and ever as we promise! i wish you more blessings and hopefully your dreams and ours will become true! haha! God bless in your love life! ". haha.. lets move on. when i joined to this section the GE 2G, i meet new friends and they are so intelligent! wew. yeah, ! grabe...wew. but i prove to them that i can pass them hehe. 2G became my super familia, wew, we have lots and lots of great memories.
i'm thanking God for the new life he given to me, i promise that i will cherish and use it properly until i became the warrior of heaven.

P.S i dont care if my grammar is wrong and out of topic.... hahahaha .:PPP

New life

DEAR BLOGGER:


2 months na kame break and i'm soooooo happy... yehey!!! why? Its because I'm free from HELL .. baka sabihin niyo grabe naman ako.. mali kayo.. nag suffer ako sa kanya dahil sa mga ayaw namin.. mostly sa ayaw namin ay pag ka misunderstanding niya.. grabe.. pati bestfriend ko siniraan niya...  masakit tamen yun sa akin... ganito kase to oh... since the start of our relationship.. of course I was so happy.. alangan.. first time naka Girlfriend eh.. hehe. pero tuwing nakikita ko siya parang feel ko di siya masaya kasama ako.. ewan bakit.. minsan nauuna siya maglakad .. minsan wala siya gana mag txt sa akin. ginawa ko ang lahat para mapunta sa kanya ang LOVE ko.. minsa through material things  ni express ko ang love ko... kapag mag smile siya ok na sa akin. pero sana forever yun smile kaso one day lang eh.. simangot agad.. tanong lang ako kung bakit.. sigaw agad.. alam mo yun feeling.. nag start ang loveless ko yun nandun siya sa basilan.. nag txt lang ako na nakita ko tatay niya sa house na nag aayus ng customers bike.. biglaan lang man niya ako sinermon... nag warning na i break niya ako kung di ako nag permission mag daan sa bahay nila.. actually thats not my fault.. kasama ko uncle ko.. sumunod lang ako sa kanya habang nagtetxt...  tapos inisulto pa niya ako na tampa PRIEST.. masakit tamen yun... tsk.. pero tiniis ko nalang kase mahal ko siya...  yun sunod namin ayaw . di ko na maalala basta doon na yun nagsimula nag seal ang heart ko... on march 11.. gabi yun. tinawagan niya ako... MINURA nman ako... nagulat ako.. di ko nga alam ano ginawa ko..sabi niya sino daw yun si "RUTH".. sabi ko dowline,classmate and a Great friend... keber siniraan niya si RUTH. doon na ako nagalit .. so para ma feel niya ang sakit naramdam ko for 1 year... sa anniversary namin nakipag COOL OFF ako... di ko yun sinisi... promise... di ko na talaga makaya ang sakit binibigay niya sa akin// EVER since di ko siya sinigawan, inaway,INISULTO.!!! KASE NGA MAHAL NA MAHAL ko siya.. pero siya.. ginawa niya ako gago... tsk... feel ko kase nag rerevenge siya from her past BF's.. gusto ko siya kausapin pero ayaw niya.. sigaw agad then away na naman.. tsk.. hirap ng buhay ko sa 1 year.. tanong ko sa sarili ko kung ano ba talaga ang meaning ng relationship?? diba nag tutulungan yan sa problema.. bakit dumadagdag lang ang problema ko... tsk...diba ang GF nakikinig sa problema ng BF>?? bakit wala nangyari sa akin.. bakit puro ayaw , sakit.. tsk.. kaya nakipagdecision na ako i end ang relationship... yun pagkatapos ng cool off namin dun na siya nag act na GF.. pero ITS TOOOO LATE NA.. serado na puso ko...


nasiraan siya ng pangalan dahil sa mga ginagawa niya... di ko yun kasalanan... family ko ayaw na sa kanya... yun barkada ko rin...


di ko sinisi ang break up.. sabi ko pa.. GOD are making me prepared for my DESTINED GIRL?.. hehe..  


I'M SOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY NA SINGLE NA AKO....


naawa lang ako sa dalawang kong friend na siniraan niya...


pero nilinisan ko na... salamat din sa mga friends namin..


now i'm on a 2nd year engineering student living a BETTER life with family and friends..


lessong learn: WAG MAG MAHAL NG SOBRA.. PUPPY LOVE lang ang teenager love.. hehe


THANK YOU LORD FOR THE EXPERIENCE..


p.s. bahala na kayo kung di niyo naitindihan.. BWAHAHAHAHAHAH...

Independent?

DEAR BLOGGER




       ..Is this how a college life is? less support from parents, treated you as a unknown person and feels that you are not belong to a family.. tsk.. I always feel this specially when I'm at home. They are not anymore invited me to attend a Mass every sunday. I feel like I'm becoming a Independent person at home so I've decided to find a part time job during classes I Dont care if it is a Night job as long as I can earn enough. 


       hmmm. maybe I can work in jollibee, mcdonalds or any agencies. I hope my friend will help me. hehe.


till here lang.


ingat.

war

Dear blogger:




       yesterday morning,my mother immediately went to my room and make a sermon, I was just sleeping that time. The reason why she do that is that I was so lazy, I dont have any contribute in our house even just to clean of it. Then wala ako kibo, kakagising lang eh.. reloading pa.. then when she continue her sermon, there you have it , nag waras ako... sabi ko iconpare mo daw ako sa mga kapatid ko..! kain tulog ba ako? f*uck! Sumisikap nga ako para maabot mga pangarap kO! sabi niya oh cge lumayas ka! may income ka naman! then ini sulto pa company namin.. tsk... then after 2 hrs I take my bath then put on my clothes and stay for a bit because of my downlines. then they arrive home , walang kame pansinan... pagkatapos.. kinuha ko na bag ko and finally do my plans.. then hinila ako paloob ng mama ko.. driver daw niya ako.. i said bahala kayo! pinalayas niyo ako.. I just obey.. Obey man ang parents sabi mo...  then sinisigaw ko talaga siya..




       When I finally step outside, my younger sister was crying... di ko pinansin.. and take my path na... habang lumalakad ako.. naisip ko. bakit ko yun nagawa sa mama ko.. bat ko siya sinisigaw talaga.. ayaw ko man na umiyak siya...epro ako...... ako pala ang nagpapaiyak sa kanya... di pa ako kumain ng breakfast and lunch...  pumunta ako sa center...


       yun gabi na.. may 6 miss call ako sa smart ko na phone.. galing sa kanya ang lahat.. nag txt din siya .. then tumawag ulit.. sinagot ko... sabi niya uwi na daw ako.. sabi ko.. pinalayas mo man ako.. sumasabay ako sa mga kaibigan ko... pagkasabi ko na baliwasan ako... sa tingin ko umiyak siya.. kase delikado raw doon.. then pinatay ko yun phone..


when I arrive in my uncle's house tumawag siya sa uncle ko kung nakauwi na raw ako... ewan wala naman ako awa ngayon.. sa tingin ko simula to nung nag away kame ng gf ko...

conflicts

Dear Blogger



       yesterday, ang mga kaibigan ko galit sa akin except yun iba, yun mga close friends ko talaga... ewan ano nagawa ko.. pero yun isa ko na friend sabi niya: "galit sila lahat sau dahil naging aso ka sa gf mo, alam mo naman na ni trash talk ka masyado sa phone di yan maganda sa isang relasyon pero pinagpatuloy mo parin, sayang lang yun mga advices namin sau, sana di ka nalang nag hinge ng advice kung di mo naman gagawin.ano naman kame sayo?.. ang gf pwede ka iwan ano mang oras, pero ang kaibigan hinde. pero di ka namin masisi eh, nag mahal ka lang. pero sana buksan mo ang iyong mga mata para sa katotohanan"

       Heto naman sabi ng mama ko: "Ian, wag mo na ipatuloy ang relasyon nyo, narinig ko ang mga words na sinasabi sayo last night, pangit yan sa isang relasyon.. mag nobya palang kayo then sinasabihan ka na ng ganun, what more kung mag asawa na kayo.. di mo  kasalanan kung naging close mo sila, dahil wala siya lagi or minsan sa tabi mo at di ka nga sinusuportahan "



         Kung pwede lang ibalik ang oras, di nalang sana ako naging senior officer sa NSTP, officer sa GEA at nakasali sa GE1E. Sana .. sana... kase nagsimula dahil dito.. tsk.. bakit ang mga tao ngayon gumawa agad ng conclusion na di muna ginawa ang hypothesis? tsk..




Isa pa.. ang GF ko wala na gana makipagusap sa akin dahil binaksakan ko raw siya ng tulog everynight.. di ko naman yun sinasadya.. nakatulog lang bigla.. dito kase ako sa kama gamit ang laptop ko ..kaya nakatulog ako.. tsk.. di ko na alam ano gagawin ko..


merun pa pala, isa kong downline, mukhang galit sa akin.. baka dahil late ako nagrereply o di ko na load yun mga request load niya o lagi ako sumasabi ng tara hataw tayo... bakit man?? masama ba mag sabi to? gusto ko kayo matulungan maabot mga pangarap niyo. mga pangarap natin.. upline niyo ako..T____________T tsk.. 


feel ko challenge to sa akin... sana ma overcome o ma under come ko to sila..

wew! encash!

DEAR BLOGGER






       galing ako sa union bank! shit !haha first time ko maka encash dun! haha... 


1,740Php lang naman..pero san ba galing ang mga millionaryo?? hahaha...sana by next month...15K na to!! wew!! AT makabili na ako ng shitzu! ayyy IPAD pala..hahaha




THANK YOU LORD.!

First Check

Dear Blogger


         wew!! I have a first check in our business. maliit pero dito naman nagsisimula ang mga millionaryo diba??


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sana next week. malaki na to..sana mga10K!!wew!! thank you Lord!

.............

DEAR BLOGGER:




      Alam mo yun feeling nawalan ka ng kapatid? alam mo yun feeling nagiisa ka? alam mo yun feeling deadma?
 lahat nito nawala dahil sa mga tao na lagi kong kasama... banggitin ko ah.. SI ATE KIM, ATE RUTH, DYN, YNA , ARNOLD, AHMED, JOAN BULLANDAY, KENNETH, JANN WEEN,ZENDRO, ATE KRESIAN, AND 13 PA. Dahil sa mga tao na to, na success ako sa mga missions ko sau.. Alam ko na mag seselos ka kapag kasama ko sina dyn. Sinabi ko naman sayo ah na "lagi ko sila kasama...ok lang ba sau?.. "sabi mo oo.. may smile pa nga... sa totoo lang ayaw ko to gawin .. pero napilitan dahil sa NSTP, ASSIGNMENTS, PROJECTS, EVENTS SA ENGINEERING, AT HINGGIT SA LAHAT SA NEGOSYO NAMIN .. sa tingin mo maiiwasan ko to?... kaya tuwing magkita tayo,, or UNLI ka.. tinitxt ko/ o sinasabi ko sau kung sino ang sasabay sa akin... baka sabihin mo na bat di lagi ang pagtetext ko... alam mo yun feeling deadma? yun! ! parang nagsasalita lang ako sa hangin....  di ka always nag paparamdam.. alam ko busy ka.. naitindihan ko yun. .pero yun mga days na kailangan na talaga kita.... deadma di ka nag reply... wew..  akala ko nga na iniwan mo na ako .. almost 1 month ka di nag paramdam.. alam mo ba na muntik na ako ma aksidente.. di mo alam noh? dahil wala kang care.. di ka nga nag tanong sa mga kaibigan ko o sino man dyan... ako nga nagiging FC ako sa mga kaklase mo.. tanong ki tanong kung saan ka, musta ka naman,...diba maka hiya yun? pero ginawa ko to dahil "MAHAL KITA"! ! 


sina ate kim and ate ruth (lalo na to)...,, tinuturi ko sila kapatid.! ate!! kase na mimiss ko ate ko na nag paalam na wala sa oras.. tuwing nakasama ko sila.. feel ko na kasama ko rin kapatid ko si ATE MARIA GIAN BONGCARON... kaya close ako masyado sa kanina.. merun ka ba nakita na malaswang salita sa mga wall to wall post namin? wala.... ganyan naman ang magkakapatid diba? close masyado.. . pero in your vision "MALANDI" ako... tsk ... T__T




     wala naman ako ginawang masama.. alam yan ng mga kaibigan ko.. and some of your friends!!


kaya nag cool off ako.  kase gusto ko linisin ang pangalan mo sa pamilya ko... .. at bakit? dahil  narinig ni mama yuin mga bad words na sinasabi mo sa akin...... never pa ako nag sabi ng bad words sau diba? DAHIL NGA MAHAL KITA...di naman ibig sabihin na MAG BREBREAK TAYO...


BREAK??? WALA YAN SA VOCABOLARYO KO...


pati pala.... sinasabi mo na sarili ko lang ang iniisip ko..... MALI ka talaga... ikaw ang lagi kong iniisip.. tuwing magkakalase kame.. mag exam.. ikaw ang nasa isip ko... minsan nga... parang loko ako na tumatawa mag isa... kase naalala ko yun mga times na nag kasama tayo.. yun mga happy moments natin ba.... pero heto sinabi mo sa phone "BULLSHIT" ang mga plano ko>.... napaiyak ako.. nakakahiya nga sa part ko.. ang laki ko tapos umiyak ako.. AFTER 12 YEARS.. ngayon lang ako ulit umiyak... na feel ang sakit... parang na sayang ang lahat... 


PREPARE NA PREPARED na ako sa anniversary natin kahapon... VENUE : SA PASEO.. SA ISANG TABLE MAY CANDLE NA "12" pink ang cloth sa table.. then may cake na picture natin dalawa pati balloons na may naka print " HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY, BE I LOVE YOU"... pero dahil  di na makayanan  ang puso ko na tanggapin yun mga masakit mong salita.. ... postposed muna..
kaya sana naitindihan mo ako..... , be! :((( at sana gumawa ka muna ng hypothesis before ka gumawa ng conclusion... 

first time.

DEAR BLOGGER


      ..wew!1 sa wakas dumating na yun hinihintay ko na gamit....ANG LAPTOP!!!! Sa wakas!!..

heto yun caption.. so, ACER ASPIRE NETBOOK SIYA.... actually promo to sa smart bro namin... monthly installment to siya.. 625php per month.. ako man ang magbabayad..hehehe...


thank you Lord .

happy birthday!

Dear Blogger


      long time no post huh! haha. paxenxia.. busy eh.. anyway.. i just want to post about what happen on my girlfriend's birthday. so here we go. It was the 1st week of january when  I was so worry on how to plan on her birthday, so my friends help me planning on it. First we are discussing regarding what will be my gift to her. We went to town to make some canvass. 1st choice was A BRANDED WATCH COST 678PHP. I said.. ok maybe i can take it. but some of my friends deny it. So we moving on. They said.. how about some shirts.. . I agree.. but majority disagree... ok.. for the last.. we came up for this fashion shoes.. cost 265!php! .. wew.!! so, for the 2nd objective. my friends told me to buy a cake! I agree.! DAPAT eh. haha. On january 31, me, zendro, and ate kresian went to town to look for a wonderful cake.. first we went to sandys bakeshop, ok naman sana.. baka di lang ba masarap... 2nd we went to a unfamous bakery in town.. it cost too much.. baka di to masarap.. maganda ang design.. for the final we ended on red ribbon.. .. yun..


binili ko na ang gift.. then sa feb 03 birthday na niya.. pumunta ako agad sa redribbon side sa chowking in canelar.. sadly there was no more regular available,, so i bought a junior .. then.. i went immediately to her house.! wew.! kinakaba yun ako.. baka magulat parents niya sa laki ko... pagpunta ko dun.. ayun... they welcome me.. a greet and kiss wendyl! haha. :DD then.. we have a family lunch.. 


after 34mins.. my mom call me on phone that i will fetch her on our house... na badtrip ako. timing man..  nang yari din to nun birthday ko... tsk.. sana next time di na to mangyari.. na interrupt nalang.. but anyway.. my plan was success.. thanks to my friends and wendyl's friends.! 


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BE! HAHA :*